did hE d peRson wHo makEs mE sMile aGain??

after i have to let go someone dat i love bcoz wan 2 see him hepy with his gf back i always in da sad mood,hard 2 smile but sometime pretend to smile like nothing happen im not sure bout all diz....for sure...he makes me smile again,he can makes me laugh,but then now its hard 4 me to trust him....he such a person that never be serious i guess...after all happen b4...i find that its hard 4 me now to trust anyone especially boys...i also not sure if he sweetalker....but i hepy wif him...

he always make me feel hepy,laughing,n sometimes crying bcoz i think bout the past time....first they make me feel d same way i feel now then they hurt me a lot....dats y i dun rely sure dat he can keep my smile 4 ever....but then untill when i've to being like dis...to many question in my mind...n i always make it complicated...i think maybe 1 day he will boreD the way who am i now...

the only thing i afraid of most is i will hurt myself back soon i guess.......now wat i should do?? gif him a chance? oR baCk off beiNg alone aS uSual~??

semester 2

supposed 2009 was my new life...but then everything was unexpected....Diz sem i find it rely hard.....with all d problems dat happen in my life i try 2 be strong....its all about family,frens,relationship n else... sometimes im too tired act as nothing happen n its rely hurt myself... now im try 2 focused on my final..i dun wan anything bad happen on my final...everything let d only one decide i just can try my best....amin~

Introducttion~

Assalamualaikum...holla.....my namE nuRul naDia bT zainuDdin...18 going 19..was boRn in klaNtan...cuRrently stuDy in UITM Kedah...Dip iN aCc....simPle guRl...Try 2 be niCe wiF eveRyonE...negativE thinKer (baDly) huhu~ luf 2 boWl...bUt noW foCused oN my stuDy....eVen iTs haRd i've 2 make iT...eMm..soRy iM not soMbong juZ havE a problEm 2 miX aRound...mayBe peoplE tHink dAt im kiNd oF soCial buT thEn..my lifE iz onlY in my roOm n aLley....i duN have maNy frEn...n i haRd 2 truSt suM1....maybE bCoz i n0t like oTher guRls...im n0t preTty,seXy oR aTtractive....so boYs like 2 plaY mE b4... THE END